It’s been a long time.
I was too busy, and then too bitter, and then too depressed
to write anything, but God has been teaching me nonetheless.
In the midst of overwork and insomnia, I had
some social drama at church and couldn’t bring myself to go
back. I didn’t want to see anyone. I didn’t want to talk to anyone. I couldn’t make myself go to church,
and although I knew the right thing, I couldn’t do it.
So I went everywhere else.
I went to churches in Spokane. I went to church with my family. I went
to every other church in Moscow, worshiped, and left without talking to anyone.
One day, a pastor introduced himself. He made some small talk, and I mentioned my social drama. “I probably just need to
get over my issues and go back.”
He suggested I meet with his wife, and she taught me how to
get rid of bitterness.
Cool thing, the book she gave me about bitterness
has a free PDF version online. Here it is for your reading pleasure.
Things to pray for:
Healing.
Change so I will begin once more to live the life God
created me for. I lived it for a time, times, and half a time, but then curled
up into a ball and said, “No more.”
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